Last nights session, the diaper position and the 95/5% theory.

Before I start here I want to state that although this is my first post regarding a session I have had, I don't wish this blog to become a Mistress review site, for 4 main reasons, firstly I am sure someone else is already doing that far more comprehensibly and better than I can, secondly I don't really ever want to be negative about anyone, thirdly I can't think of a better way to never get a session again. No restaurant however good invites in the health inspectors and finally because I won't blog about every session for the sake of it but only if something interesting happens. I also will never name a Domme without their expressed permission.

Last night I had a wonderful session with an equally wonderful lady. This session had one huge stand out moment. After some OTK spanking I was for the first time ever placed in the diaper position and spanked. ( yes I know diaper is an American expression but I have never heard it called the nappy position) My heart sang as soon as I realised what was happening, I had always wanted this but thought I was too big. I can't recall if I was only spanked in this position or whether an implement was used, I had arrived in the 5% and was floating on air and didn't care. The pain in this position seemed to intensify somewhat, it was truly fantastic and something I'm going to endeavour to delve into deeper in the future.

I mentioned being in the 5%. This is an odd way I see my life. 95% of my life is the mundane norm of the likes of most people. Within that 95% there are probably 3 major factors that define me and I have worked hard recently for that not to be 4. Each factors size within the 95% will expand and contract according to time of year or relevance at any given period. The CP/BDSM/submissive/bottom fetish side of my life I don't see as a defining factor, it's too important to me, so I see it as having it's own ring fenced 5%. In this 5% I am truly alive but it is behind a big wall, I can get over the wall with my own thoughts but the best journey is made with someone else taking you there.

Psychological bull ? Yes maybe, but it helps me keep the checks and balances I desire.

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